Another twist today, brings me closer to the saying that your heart was meant to be alone. The one you give it to has to much control over you and this thing can make you spin, not in a good way. Maybe I'm being pessimistic, or maybe these are the thoughts of a man in pain, but who know what i fell, maybe this is a fake feeling, and the world was meant to make your soul and body go weak. After all you don't end your life at the peak, you end it at the bottom. I think those for which life ended before time, are the ones that truly fulfilled there purpose. I'm to young to talk about life and the way it should, or not, end, but I am young enough to know what damages love can have to your soul. The way love clouds your mind after it leaves you, the way the world starts spinning around you, every time i think that the feeling doesn't make it worth the effort. Love has two sides and you will taste both of them in your endless hope to make a relationship work.
Now after this hard day, i would like to stay in bed and just think about all that happened in the past 2 months, and think when will those 2 months come back? And if they do come back will they end the same.
As a conclusion don't give until you know what you'll get.
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