Back from the old an ready with the new...

I'm sorry I misled my readers with the other addresses that I keep directing you to.
But I'm here to say that I will never leave Blogger again as this is one of the best blogging platforms on the web. And I don't think I will ever stop writing every week about my feelings and thoughts. I hope this promise keeps you coming back.
I actually came back because I finished my exam period with a great success. I will dedicate my life to being a civil engineer, but that doesn't mean I won't have my passions to keep me entertained when I feel down. I'm thinking of attending another college, clothing designer college but I don't know how far I'll go with this idea.
My other passions will keep me alive too. Like poetry or music. I recently discovered that I have a craving for classical music like Vivaldi, Chopin or Bach. I will keep feeding my desires with new music and the passions, but the one passion that will never leave me is philosophy. But not the understanding and recognition of what ancient philosophers had to say but what I think and what I contemplate every day. Of course the questions that I keep on trying to answer will be posted on this blog along with my analysis.
I know that some of these words may conflict with some things I said in previous posts but time and events can change a man in the most profound ways. Now while the streets outside my windows are caressed by the gentle touch of the falling rain drops I wonder if love is what we think it is. Why do we love? Because we need to feel secure? Because we can't bare to be alone? Is love the escape that people take when they need refuge from loneliness? Or is love some divine feeling that was given to us by God? Is physical and mental attraction that powerful to make us want a person with us at all time? Or do the people that fall in love actually think that person next to them is the right one?
I want to deeply discuss these questions and this problem... These questions and troubling thoughts popped in my mind after I recently meet someone which made me feel, perfection may exist looking through the right eyes...